I’m not like him and I realize that. I hope I can be like him but I can’t. I won’t blame you if one day you would return to him because he can make you happy while I can’t. He can make you feel so special but I can’t. Is a big gap between me and him. It’s hard for me to be like him.

It will be hard for me to accept it, but I will try to swallow it all. Sorry if I let you down.

sick!! sick!! sick!! flu + fever = very damn sucks.